I Called It Love!!!

I wake up from deep sleep
eyes red,dreamy too
tangled hair
I plug on the music
swing along to the tunes
Pull apart the curtains
and can see the moonlit night
Dark,steely,icy cold
I switch on the lights
and peep into the mirror
can see my parched lips and
dusty,black eyes
The soft piece of music
drowns me in its charm
I adore my solitude,
myself,my world.
And then I get reminded of past
those lovely days of gay
You,my world,my everything
my past
Were just a passage of time
you played your game
You won
I lost
I lost my heart to you
Lovely evening,unforgettable memories
hours on the phone,away from the city with you
All alone,in our world of trust
Then,you leave
Your part over
Me,again,myself,in distress,
in agony
Your love was everything
now nothing left
Sans memories,sans love,sans heart
sans you...
the tape sounds and stops
I come back to the present
In my solitary,
I switch off the lights
Moonlight peeps through the windows
I lie down on my pillow
A drop of tear rolls down my cheek
I fall asleep
to wake up to my loneliness again...

The Pain In My Heart

Invading the small oasis of my solitude
There came by your memories,
Still so fresh in my mind!
Caressed and kissed my tears
And pain stabbed my 'heart divine'
Your love is still potent in my mind
And I still remember your smile
The warmth of your hand...
Warms my thoughts.
And my dreams stretch away miles...

Now you are gone and nothing remains
My heart grows colder every second
You have become a blurred
Silhoutte of my love
And your spell has left me
shattered again...